Tuesday, November 27, 2007

counting down to 30

in a little more than a month I'll be 30 years old. i think that i for the first time i am not so nervous bout turning 30, i feel like i'm getting a hands on my life's forward progress: i signed up back to school, starting this Sunday, I'm excited bout it think i made the right choice bout the school and the course I'm taking. i now own two matching pajamas.. silly but true, i am in a serious relationship that is healthy and real, i even confessed to my mom that i intend on being a mom my self one day.... (let the drums roll...) we spoke of tyeing the knot without a specific time line in towed. i think that for the first time i know where my life is heading as i am the one leading them i am happy with where i am in life i am happy with my gorgeous Thunder. its not all rosie but i think its good that way, when we do have bumps we talk bout them, at first i was afraid to admit when things got bumpy, having something good going on for the first time was scary but i realized in time that even a good thing can be bumpy and thats natural. we are getting more comfortable with each other and things are good and fun and healthy, funny and just like i dreamed of as a young girl making my first steps into "relationships". i am just glad i finally found what my heart desired all these years and we are the lucky ones...
life has been a constant roller-coaster for the last year or so its been fun and sad and scary..
its not all calm waters ahead either but I'm excited bout whats to come. i am coming into my own i am excited bout all that is to come, i am happy we are happy...
this coming year will be exciting!