doing slightly better

i dont hate myself as much now as i did earlier, which is a good thing i guess, just wish this whole weekend will be over as nothing realy exciting ever happens here in the city of dark lights..so the weekends are mostly get spent in sleep and self wallowing, i'm just bitchy what can i say TLV spoiled me silly even when i was still with ex i could allways go for a walk and feel that some ppl still have a life! here its like being back in the kibbutz again, cant go anywhere unless you got a car.. here its a really expensive cab 50 nis each direction, already 100 nis spent and no alcohol was consumed... thats plain shit...